What do you do?

> ponder events (4)

You try to ponder events in general, but it is hard. You don't retain a memory of the process. For now, you're going to need to come up with a more specific way to use your mind.

> go to sleep (1)

You go indoors and head back to your bed. You lay awake for a while, having sudden intense experiences that don't make sense, and finally fall asleep. You awaken a few hours before sunrise. As you lay after sleeping, your consciousness is systematically presented by one set of concepts after another, each set needing some anxiety-ridden response -- a process you've been through repeatedly but never remember well.

Soon you manage to get up. You feel thankful for the night's rest.

You're in your bedroom again. (described in 0001)

What do you do?